well im back to square 1

i think this is the lowest I've ever been in my life. The funny part is its also the most time ive spent with my family.
you think its going to be a great time, im not stupid a little disagreements, fights and screaming is bound to happen. but is this how bad it should get!
i never thought of it that way!
i feel like most of our fights are caused because we are having personal issues and we end up projecting it on others. and oh my! i can finally say the most mentally distrubing hormone other than testosterone is oestrogen!

too many women in one place is hell! i sorry to all the feminists out there. im just humanist talking. i believe shit happens to everyone, ofcourse there are cases where some are more than the other but lets not get into that!we re talking about my life which has a little too much of the o hormone.

i find myself with a constant weight in my mind. people are just arguing all the time. they have an issue all the time. and i dont know why! im just sick of it and i want to get out.

thats all for today.

lesson: TOO  MUCH OESTROGEN IN ONE PLACE= EMOTIONAL DISTRUCTION.